Posted by rainbowbrite on February 21, 2005, at 23:37:07
In reply to Re: Forced ambiguity fueling isolation and rage » rainbowbrite, posted by Caslon540 on February 21, 2005, at 21:29:57
awww Caslon, that sounds awful. it sounds like geodon is helping though, which is good. Have you told you doc the extent of the paranoia? I hope it lessons, it must be awful worrying about your family members as you do. But I think it is also important to take into consideration that what your family is saying and doing is probably all done with love and concern. Unfortunately familys attempts at being helpful often come out wrong. I hope this is true.
Take care of your selfrain :-)
> Oh, my paranoia used to be a *whole* lot worse. It wasn't limited to being paranoid about family members, but applied to total strangers as well. For YEARS I was paranoid about being secretly audio- and/or video-recorded wherever I went, even wherever I lived. I felt like, in order to avoid embarassment, I always had to assume that I was being taped, so I inhibited my behavior accordingly. Maybe it's just a coincidence, but my taping paranoia for the most part ended when I started taking Geodon.
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> I'm doing better today. Thanks.
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