Posted by AdaGrace on February 8, 2005, at 20:42:13
Tonight, the lonelyness abounds and astounds me. I have always been amazed at how I can be lonely with a house full of people. I feel isolated in my fears, my faults, my pain, and my madness. Yes, there really is madness in my methodology.........not method in my madness, as the saying goes. Who cares? Right? Who really cares? I don't so why should others? The back of the bus is fun, but it's a rougher ride. I find the roughness to be therapudic to a mad mad woman in the middle of a foggy mountain breakdown that really won't stop. I wish I had some weed. I never get to have any weed.
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