Posted by Surely on February 6, 2005, at 8:19:55
In reply to Re: About Feeling Horrible, posted by Susan47 on February 4, 2005, at 20:32:46
I tried to send this message to another person who responded to me, but I got cut off because I had to confirm my registration...yet again, so hopefull she will see this also.
Thank you for the compliment, but I just wanted to hear someone say, "It's OK." It's not OK, and it's not going to be OK until such a time as I can find a way to change what is in myself, and quite frankly, I don't see that as a possibility any time soon. And you are not all that lucky to have me here...sometimes I have thoughts and dreams that would make Stephen King curl into the fetal position. Besides, how can I help others when I can't even help myself? The question is rhetorical; it answers itself.
Susan,
I appreciate the support your group gives each other. I understand that it is essential to most people, but at this time, I am trying evaluate anything I might add to the group. Right now I feel like a cancer invading a healthy body, so I think I will take a break for a while.
> We're all glad to have you here, Surely. Please accept the support you receive here, and leave the rest, I mean, sometimes it gets a little bit rough but I think on the whole we're a good community. We really do stick by each other the very best that we can. Even when it feels bad, Babble is, in the end, very good. Or it has been for me, anyway, speaking only for myself at all times ...
> Susan
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