Posted by Susan47 on February 4, 2005, at 9:36:47
I'm alone, I have no job, no career, I'm disabled and my arms and hands are asleep ... I'm old and getting older on paper, I don't want to be old, I don't FEEL old, but I know others see it, and sometimes when I look in the mirror especially first thing in the morning I see it too, and it's depressing. There just isn't much point in waking up anymore. No one wants me. Not even myself. I wish I wanted me.
poster:Susan47
thread:453046
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