Posted by Angel Girl on January 31, 2005, at 21:18:28
In reply to Re: UPDATE!!! » Angel Girl, posted by Susan47 on January 31, 2005, at 18:06:29
> Seems like you felt better as soon as you had your first conversation with your friend, clearing the air.. you called it hypomanic but I wonder if it's just the incredible relief of knowing you're understood and accepted?
Hi Susan
Yes, it was relief for both of us, not only me. We both know exactly where the other is coming from. This is far from our first conversation, except by phone. It was after this phone conversation that my mood definitely changed. At first I did think of it just being the relief but it is so much more.
I've been hypomanic before, I know how it feels, I know the great intensity of it and what it does to me. It is more than happy, it is euphoric. It only dissapates, when the inevitable crash follows.
It's a neverending cycle. I'm sure it was probably brought on by the phone call but it's definitely hypomania. I LOVE my hypomanic episodes when they take on the form of euphoria instead of irritability, I hate what inevitably follows because when I crash, I crash HARD, REALLY HARD and REALLY FAST!!! I'm dreading it's onset.
I feel that you are doubting me. Is there some underlying concerns that you are not telling me?
AG
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