Posted by Newbfhcards on November 25, 2004, at 0:36:41
In reply to Re: First Day here.Some of my story » Newbfhcards, posted by Poet on November 24, 2004, at 18:56:00
Thanks for your reply. I have told my mother, father, sister and friends. I just dont talk about it with them that often because, whats the point. I know what they are going to say before they say it. I feel like I am adding burden to their life. My mother would stop the world for me if I asked her but the problem is , I feel like every time I tell her what is like it hurts her so much to know the pain I am in , that I would rather not hurt her. How do I tell her I think of suicide daily? Is it fair to tell her? Maybe I am a snob because I think i know what people will say before they do, I am not sure. Most of the time I think the only reason I am still alive is because Ithink of how hurt my mother would be and I couldnt stand causing her pain its a puzzle.
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