Posted by smokeymadison on November 22, 2004, at 0:47:43
Does anybody dread the holidays for the same reasons i do? it is so hard to act "normal" i mean, i have to spend thanksgiving w/ the inlaws and i just relapsed back into agitation and depression and wanting to cut up my arms. i am esp dreading the hours of conversations right after supper when i am supposed to laugh on cue and act like i am so interested in the conversation. i can't even sit through a tv show right now and i don't know what the hell i am going to do. i will just take a lot of cigarette breaks i suppose. any thoughts?
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