Posted by mi nación malvada on October 11, 2004, at 22:06:13
For one thing, I am embarrased and ashamed of the nation of which I am unwittingly a citizen. To avoid hurting anyone's feelings, I'll avoid naming that nation. Suffice it to say, if presidents of the united states can call nations evil, it should be okay to talk about being a citizen of the "axis of evil" without making others feel hurt or put down.
For another thing, I don't want life to be fun ever again. For people coping with a christian upbringing, or those who may have infused a scientific world view on top of christian beliefs, my absence of joy might appear pathological. Unfortunately, some of those very same persons might have forgotten their own cultural roots outside one that demands "the pursuit of happiness". Where I came from, and where I am going, it is okay to just be. Or not.
When did the fun stop? About the time I stopped imposing my world view on others and expecting them to somehow be helped by my naive intervention in their affairs. I figured out early in life my fellow citizens are proud of their avarice and greed. It was fun to try and change them. I no longer try to change them and it is no longer fun.
In my country, we have elections that are sold to the public as "democracy". What a joke. I voted for a man who complained about war crimes when he was a young man, just months after he murdered a young soldier who was already wounded and no longer in control of his weapon. Now this man complains that somebody started the wrong war, but all along the way, this man supported that war. I was not afforded an opportunity to vote against this man when he was authorizing his nations most recent murderous crusade. Now that I voted, I feel like sh..
I don't even know why I am writing this. I read this site and quickly figured out it is all about medicines pushed by big companies and if a person says anything categorically about these medicinces being of no use to them, or dangerous to others, they are typically mobbed, harangued, slandered and abused. But if you take your medicines on time like the doctor told you, it is okay to post insulting questions like "is it true that all men are pigs". I doubt if I would get away with posting "is it true that all Americans are selfish pigs."
And I probably wont even get away with talking about the feelings that come up when my browser loads this site, because the narcicistic administrator will claim my comments are about his administration and not about my feelings.
I think the concensus is that I should go away and never be heard from again but that I should not let anyone know the mortal affect of disinfranchisement because that will make them responsible for my actions, if they know how I feel and don't intervene. Hell, I can feel the hatred spewing at me before I even hit "submit".
Rereading my post, I see I mentioned a religion, which probably means I'll be told I am in the wrong ghetto - which is to say, this discussion is so censored, there is an infinate selection of interventions censors can use to put down people who attempt to share real feelings here outside of the vaque context of those feelings as a reason to boost drug company profits. This is all about faith and authority, and if we questioning the autority by demonstrating a lack of complete, childish faith, we are nothing but examples to be dragged through the streets as prisoners for the edification of more passive citizens. This is me nación malvada
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