Posted by saw on October 4, 2004, at 0:43:47
In reply to Re: GAME OVER » saw, posted by alesta on October 1, 2004, at 13:45:57
Thanks Amy
I don't think anything triggered me in particular. I don't even think there is anything specific wrong. I do know that I felt it would just be easier to get through the day if I were buzzing. I had an incredibly surreal feel that morning. Almost as though I was watching myself from above. I remember a strong sense of just wanting to float, of just wanting to get through the day feeling happy. Happy is a feeling that sometimes happens when drinking. As I said to Susan, I think it was just a moment temporary madness that I doubt I will let happen again.
Thanks for your kind thoughts.
Sabrina
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