Posted by B2chica on August 9, 2004, at 17:28:52
In reply to Re: Finding the dead » B2chica, posted by partlycloudy on August 9, 2004, at 16:59:59
Thank You so much for the support pc (and the hug...this one's really hard for me) I couldn't even begin to talk about ALL that was left unsaid and all that created the wall between us. yet she was my best friend at one time, she was Everything to me-my whole world-and i never thanked her for that.
God this hurts.I said little bits to my T and he keeps telling me that i pushed the friendship away as a protection, but that actually just reinforces the selfishness that i feel.
I have many pictures of her in my mind though the last actual picture i have of her was years ago when i was maid of honor in her wedding. everytime i see her face, it's been such a tremendous ache inside me... but for her,
The pain she must have been in....
Why do we have So many regrets, why can we see so clearly only After someone dear is gone?I would think that they should have SOME type of record, the town is only about an hour from where i live but i wouldn't know where to begin. If they would keep records where would i go to look at them. any suggestions? a library or courthouse or something? REALLY sorry about the ignorance on this topic, i just don't have a clue. And whether or not it's released it's at least worth a try.
Thanks pc.
b2c.
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