Posted by cakins on July 11, 2004, at 14:22:01
In reply to Re: For cakins, posted by Racer on July 11, 2004, at 14:02:42
I take no offince, I am used to much worse, even my boss uses foul language at me, it has become secondary to me in life, that I know is a bad thing, but I have never found a place to work that was really a good envornment. To your questions, my ex wife had me picked up, I was upset that night yes, she talked to a "friend" of mine who I confied in that I was thinking about "doing something" never said what, the police arrested me and took me to a "non clinc" as they later put in the report. I was kept on a baker act. I was released on my own with no medication or follow up visits or anything. Yes I have medical insurance, I too do not like nor support religion, I often feel bad enough and do not need to be told I am a sinner, or have someone pass judgement on me which is often the case. I have family, they are not easy to speak to, they would rather I help them or hear about their problems instead of listing, friends, mabey, hard to tell at times, I know they care or I tell myself they do, I know they would listen if I called, but nothing would change, I have tried it before and their was nothing there for me. I do not have anyone, I am alone other than my work and that is causing me more problems than I can hope to deal with. I thank you for your help, I am not afriad to ask for it, but I do not know where to go. I cannot go back to where I was, it was beyond hell, I still have nightmares about it now, I do not want to have to be afriad to ask for help.
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