Posted by JohnDoenut on July 6, 2004, at 1:12:15
In reply to Thank You..(Trigger), posted by SandyWeb on July 4, 2004, at 9:02:00
> Hi everyone,
>
> I know I promised not to post anymore, but this is not a suicidal message. *smile* I would like to thank everyone for standing by me during the past few months when I was going through one difficulty heaped upon another. You really did
>This is a wonderful outcome to a series of not so happy events. I hope you to contine making progress.
I read this and I dont think you wanted to kill yourself because you are still here. I sometimes think
about killing myself but I dont think of it further
than that. I know it is an extreme expression of
deep frustration and anger etc. But I also know
that if I reached that state of mind that means
it, I would do it and that would be that. Thats
what they say, when people really want to do it,
they do.So people dont do it and get help and start to feel better. But how long does that last for?
I feel like its all some horrible dream
that cant possibly be happening and I want
to wake up from it but I cant and so called reality
is just a toy for them to control us. They "they"
try and make the illusion bearable and oh
everything will be ok when its all lies
and you just dont know how long its gonna be
before things get really out of hand.On the other hand, the human body and psyche seems to have a remarkable resilience to endure
pain and suffering and misery. Aided by drugs
that just dull it for some time. Because we were
born into the "caste" of society that doesnt
have any power or influence and cant get it and
are just pawns in some vast scheme to extract
whatever they can from the downtrodden masses. How do you overcome your genetic heritage to break out and make your own reality that works better?!
poster:JohnDoenut
thread:327575
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