Posted by B2chica on June 21, 2004, at 11:46:23
In reply to So hard *trigger*, posted by cubic_me on June 21, 2004, at 8:55:20
it's a cycle.
it is not where we are stuck.
the pain is there,
the memories hide.
it stays near just to rot inside.no one can stop this weight from fall.
no one can wish our ache be gonewe are the ones that bear this life
we are the ones that fight this pain
it is never i, or never you
it is the fall that's hollow
it is the group that isolates
it is the body...that sleeps
it is the pain that is alone
but WE are not.
We can lift the body
We can fight with mind
We can fight with spirit
We can love with soul
We can fall...and be caught within ourselves.
We are NEVER alone....even if we are alone.
b2c.>Feeling that no physical punishment would be enough for me.
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> Every day is another one filled with fake smiles and small talk, while I'm thinking of death and razor blades, wondering how I'm going to make it through until I can sleep again - a pseudo death that is the only releif from myself until I get the courage.
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> Why have some humans evolved to still have these thoughts and desires? You'd think that any genetic predisposition would have killed itself off centuries ago.
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> To live or to die is such a hard choice when life gets this painful. Its a shame you can't be dead while you decide whether to live or not.
poster:B2chica
thread:358522
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