Posted by Jai Narayan on June 20, 2004, at 19:57:30
In reply to My fathers suicide, posted by kellyr. on June 20, 2004, at 15:46:39
> it's been 23yrs today on fathers day since my dads suicide by cop,he was only 39yrs old. I was only 12yrs old when it happen, & i was the last one to talk to him. I miss him alote, I can remember him but if i didn't have a picture of him i probly wouldn't remember his face, his long black hair & beard,& his deep voice. He drove a truck & took us places like the ocean or the boardwalk & go on all the rides or going over to his parents house where he lived, hanging out in his room playing w/ his accordian or going to the park down the street from his parents house.
> He never got to give me away on my wedding day or see any of my kids grow,or take my kids crabing like we did.
> poam for him
> Do not stand by my grave an weep
> I am not there I do not sleep
> I am a thousand winds that blow
> I am the sunlight on ripened grain
> I am the gentle autumn rain
> When you awake in the morning hush
> I am the swift uplifting rush of quiet birds in circling flight
> I am the soft starshine at night
> Do not stand by my grave and cry
> I am not there--I did not die.***Beautiful Poem....
Oh Kelly, I am so sorry you lost your father in such a way. Today must remind you of all the wonderful memories. But I know the loss is too much.
Please, I think EMDR would help you with this kind of trauma.
Oh Kelly I wish from the bottom of my heart that your life turns around and gets better....much better. Please consider the EMDR.
Mucho love and energy coming your way.
poster:Jai Narayan
thread:358356
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