Posted by Angel Girl on June 16, 2004, at 4:14:00
In reply to Re: Letting go » Angel Girl, posted by ghost on June 15, 2004, at 9:24:39
> I have stalker tendencies too. heh. I usually have to force myself to divert my attentions elsewhere when something like that happens, to keep me busy doing other things so I won't get into trouble.
> ((((((AG)))))))
> you're doing the right thing, though. and it's not your fault. it really isn't. she can't be *the* kindest person on earth if she's decided to blow you off, either, btw.
>
> and just because she decided to blow you off doesnt mean anything personal to you. it just means she can't deal. and that's her problem, not yours.
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> obviously i know what you mean about feeling abandoned and alone (i'll reply to that post later!). but i think you're a sweet girl. i don't think you'll be alone forever. it just seems like it sometimes. believe me, i know how you're feeling.
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> ghost
ghostYou're far to kind but thank you for the compliments.
I'm not going to e-mail her even though it's extremely hard for me. I just feel I need to know why she has changed her mind. I guess I'll never find out though. She's made her decision and somehow I have to learn to accept it.
Another one of my hang-ups: losing control. It *really* bothers me when I lose control over something that affects my life. I have this extreme need to be in control at all times. Yep, more therapy time for me. So many demons to conquer, I hardly know where to start. :(
AG
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