Posted by antigua on June 11, 2004, at 18:36:23
In reply to from one sad mommy to another, posted by DaisyM on June 11, 2004, at 14:06:40
My T told me this week that what I hate about other people so much is what I hate in myself: weakness. I hate other people for being weak, but I am the weakest of all. It doesn't make any sense, I know, but if I was stronger I wouldn't be in this mess today. Rationally I know that I AM here because I was strong enough to disassociate. But it doesn't feel like a strength now.
I do hate weakness, but I do know it's because I hate weakness in myself.
antigua
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