Posted by octopusprime on May 27, 2004, at 11:26:24
In reply to Re: sweet cloud... » justyourlaugh, posted by partlycloudy on May 27, 2004, at 10:35:07
((partlycloudy))
oh dear the sad sack is not the real you, darling. hurt and sad and lonely is how you feel right now, but the wonderful and charming you that has made so many friends on this board *is* the real you.
i identify so much with being made fun of at school, with being alone in a new place, with losing somebody you care so much about.
i don't know how old you are now, how long you have lived in your home. but it takes time to integrate, time to find people you can trust and who like you for you. and as you have found at your job, sometimes there just aren't like-minded souls available for you to reach out.
give it time. one day, one hour, one minute at a time. do things healthy things for yourself that *you* enjoy. you are young. i know i feel less lonely than i used to, i think it does pass. please hang in there.
talk to your husband, your pdoc. you're not alone.
and take a hot bubble bath and have a good cry. tomorrow will be a new day.
((partlycloudy))
ps - i know it is harder for people that move a lot. i know i feel kind of rootless, and i never felt the comraderie (sp?) that seems to come naturally to people that stay in one place. one day, one hour, one minute at a time. just because it is harder doesn't mean it is impossible.
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