Posted by SandyWeb on April 26, 2004, at 9:13:52
In reply to Re: » SandyWeb, posted by Simus on April 25, 2004, at 15:47:31
Hi Simus,
I'm thrilled that you've found yourself again!!! I don't think I knew that you had been going through something similar to me. What a relief that you made it out to the other side, huh? *big hug*
I don't think that Dr. Bob makes a habit of calling the police on people. *smile* Really, I don't know why he chose to do so with me. I can't really remember everything that I was telling you guys, and I honestly don't want to go back and read all those emails again. I'd rather "amnesia" them. *smile* All I remember is that I was hurting pretty badly...but I don't want to dwell on that. Obviously I mentioned something that concerned him, but I'm not sure what it was. And I don't want to remember, either.
As for the church, I'm afraid that it's a little out of the way. It's on the other side of the harbour, in another city. It's also located within that city in a very inconvinent spot. Too much time and money (with the bridge) to go over there. But I appreciate the thought.
I also don't seem to talk with God anymore. I've stopped wearing my cross necklace. I don't look at the Bible. I don't even really give God a passing "hi there". *smile* I guess I've disconnected myself from Him....just like I have from my sister, my folks, and now even my two cop angels. I am an island! HA!! It's just better for everyone if I go it alone. And I know that God is sad for me, and I just don't want to acknowledge that. So I build a wall around me, and I'm not letting anyone in now. *smile*
Besides, I can always come to this board when I'm bouncing from emotion to emotion. I don't mind sharing some with you guys. You GET it, so I don't need to pretend as much. Still, I'd rather do it alone.I'm so pleased that you are back on track again. God has a plan for you, and His plans are for good.
Hugs,
Sandy
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