Posted by rainyday on March 24, 2004, at 12:38:31
In reply to Re: Acute anxiety, posted by rainee on March 23, 2004, at 10:30:02
> Take this from someone that has lost her mother when I was 18. I held everything in coming from an uptight family. All that fear is coming from the child within let her cry let her know it's ok to be scared but your there to hold her no matter what. She needs you to let her out. Your anxiety is coming from forcing it back. be gentle with yourself.. remember your loved.
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> RaineeAll these wonderful messages make me cry all the harder. To be loved, unconditionally, by those whom I do not even know, is such a precious gift I feel SO unworthy of. Yesterday my p-doc faxed a Get Out of Jail (work) note, so I sobbed all the way home. I can drive quite conscienciously thru my tears, I know from experience. Was pretty hysterical all evening. Called in sick this morning, was wished well by all which had me bawling again. When I was all calmed done, I had the strangest sensation come over me. I felt exactly as I used to when I would stay home from school: fragile, not exactly sick, but woozy and prone to being a cry baby. I finally called my mom. For all I denigrate her and say she was not a maternal mother, I probably gave her a migraine .
I see my T this evening and my p-doc on Tuesday. I just hope the glue holds until then.
Thank you all again, for all your words of support. They mean the world to my broken soul.
rainyday
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