Posted by kellyr on March 23, 2004, at 19:58:56
In reply to Re: Mom, posted by Jai Narayan on March 21, 2004, at 20:20:41
> *How old were you when your dad committed sucide? Were you close to him?
My dad committed sucide by cop when I was 12 yrs old:-( We were close I was "daddys little girl" to him, I was the last to talk to him before he died on Fathers Day:-( he asked me to come live w/ him:-( I was scared to say yes, cause my mom would of beat me to nothing]:-< I would of loved to have lived w/ him, he was so nice & all my friends liked him0:-)The day after his death, When I got home from school my mom told me to come inside, she told me that my father died last night, I didn't cry just stood there, she yelled at me "why don't you cry, didn't you love him?" she then told me to got to my room. I hated her for that:-(
I didn't cry or believe that he was dead, intil the new yrs eve ball was droping, my heart was like melted wax:-( And then I started to think about beening w/ him, killing myself to be w/ him again, cause the more I grew the more that it showed:-(
Kellyr.
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