Posted by fayth on December 26, 2003, at 21:36:56
In reply to Re: I feel like I just cant anymore, posted by fayth on December 26, 2003, at 17:43:08
Thank you all for support. Yeah this docter is a psych meds person.. I dont know how I am supposed to do this seeing her once a month and not being able to call and ask questions. I guess they dont think its a big deal... I get alot of body aches.. they say its not from xanax but Ive read that it happens.. I dont know if this depression has to do with the going down on xanax or what.. I just got a therapist.. psych doc was a little mad that it was someone outside the clinic but they gave me some guy who admitedly knows NOTHING about how to counsel someone going down and off this drug so what good is he to me?? On monday I am going to sign a release so that she can talk to this meds person on my behalf to see if we cant get more support from her..
I just feel like in this whole year nothings gotten better and I cant stand that.. it has to have some relief and some part of me feels like I have failed... my mom certainly thinks so. My sister dosnt even speak to me because she dosnt believe in anti depressants so I dont have a sister anymore either.. If I could go back I would have never let these people touch me.. but I cant go back. I hope the new year brings all of this to an end...
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