Posted by fayth on December 26, 2003, at 6:57:32
Well its 7 40 am and I am still up... I honestly dont think Ive felt this depressed and hopeless in a VERY long time.. I know I have to bite my lip and wait for it to pass but... my doc told me to up my anti depressant... but its making me too anxious.. I have found that whenever having being put on something sedative and then going off.. I am sensitive to everything.. flintstones chewables feel like crack ( ok never taken crack or anything but just guessing ) My docter is ok when I see her.. but its once a month and she does NOT allow me to call her to ask questions at all in between visits.. then they give me a social worker as a therapist.. I asked him and right off the bat he admits he knows NOTHING about treating anxiety or the coping with symptoms of going down and off this drug.. so basicly he's of no help to me. I am now only on 2 .25 mgs a day. Its really not something I need to be in a rehab center for.. esp if I could ask questions and people knew more about what they were doing. I am so down and very alone. Even after all the stuff they've done to me my mom is more on the docters side than mine. I showed her some of the posts from here and she just poo pooed it.. saying anyone can write anything and you dont know who they are.. ( believe me if she saw it in a magazine or 20/20 or something she would think it was the word of GOD) I just cant believe that I am so down and cant pick myself up.. it isnt like me.. I am not suicidal but I just feel like I am dying compleately inside.. I had been on the phone for 3 days straight trying to find someone to get better help from.. nothing..
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