Posted by Penny on August 7, 2003, at 11:18:12
In reply to Re: Freaking out » Penny, posted by fallsfall on August 6, 2003, at 21:21:04
Thanks so much Fallsfall. I am having a hard time believing that I am a valuable person, even though I know it isn't logical. At least today I can recognize that it isn't logical.
My therapist tells me that it is the depression talking. I was thinking last night that maybe I need to go back to the hospital, but I don't know what that would fix. I do need to find another job and try very hard to make the best of the one I've got. I did register for the School of Social Work info session in September, which I am looking forward to. I know I need to postpone making any major decisions right now, but I'm trying to give myself something to strive for.
Perhaps once I find a second job I need to go to a financial counselor of sorts - one that can teach me how to manage what little money I have. At the very least, I need a book to teach me how to really budget. I always cringe at dealing with finances, but I guess I don't have many choices at this point. I'm afraid that even when I do make more money I won't be in any better of a position. I just really need to be more frugal.
Anyway, I was rambling. Thanks again.
P
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