Posted by yesac on August 1, 2003, at 12:05:50
In reply to Sorry..., posted by Kar on July 31, 2003, at 22:19:04
> >one has been moving in today
> Moving in general is stressful. Whether you're the mover or the movee (??)Yes, it's odd. I moved back in the beginning of Jan into my place now. That was so stressful, first with trying to find a place (scouring the ads constantly, checking places out, "interviewing", and then the actual moving day itself). Anyways, I really didn't think it would be nearly so stressful when I wasn't the one to move, but it has been. Plus, getting used to new people.
> >myself for not being able to read.
> I can't read when i'm bad either. it's maddening. no pun meant. It's tough even to watch tv sometimes...Exactly! This inability to read thing has never ever been a problem for me before during my years of depression. Often, it was my escape. But now I've been basically unable to read for months... I don't know what is going on!! I try and try, but just can't seem to get interested and get through an entire book. And the tv watching too. It's been better lately (with the advent of my concurrent crocheting), but for quite a while I really couldn't watch tv either.
> You WILL find the right meds and you will feel better.
Maybe. Hopefully. I've tried so many things without any effect at all! But I just keep trying. It is so unbelievably frustrating. I feel like going and punching out the makers Zoloft and other drugs when I see those commercials... "you know when you're just not feeling right... you feel sad, lose interest in your usual activities blah blah blah.... Depression is a treatable disease....." Ugh!
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