Posted by Temmie on July 19, 2003, at 0:16:58
In reply to Re: Family Dropping Like Flies » Temmie, posted by habbyshabit on July 18, 2003, at 22:45:49
Oh Dear ... I don't know if that last post "stuck." Maybe it hasn't loaded yet. Maybe I exited before confirming it ....
Thank you for writing Habby. I am in a sad state of mess these days. My discussion about boyfriend is further down. Surely I've worn everyone out with my bellyaching by now. I am miss-miss-missing a man who spoils me rotten, ravishes me ... and tells me what a prize I am ... what a princess ... what a gift ... but he's such a mess, and I've -- absolutely -- tailor-fit myself with one who mirrors what I need most -- and those things I most fear. I took a Xanax tonight and drank a beer. Nothing. I called him (even though I said I wouldn't). Nothing. I'm tired of flipping through magazines, and flipping through channels on the tv, but don't have the wherewithall to get through a book. I am trying to find the courage to just feel the feelings -- and open to the wisdom that would surely inflood my brain, if I'd just open my heart.
Thank you for joining me here. Temmie.
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