Posted by justyourlaugh on July 16, 2003, at 20:00:27
are really pushing for me to socialize..
i had an old friend coming to visit me (to please)
i call her this morning and cancelled...and continued to cry all morning...
i feel better though...i didnt(dont)want to be bothered by mindless weather talk...and pretend the tea is "fabulas" knowing all i want is an escape bottle and a pack of smokes...
i feel like the biggest letdown....
..
on the flip side...
i am convincing myself into a new stronger me...
any minute now i will shine.
j
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