Posted by gabbix2 on July 10, 2003, at 16:43:28
In reply to sweet sailor.., posted by justyourlaugh on July 10, 2003, at 10:28:43
Dear Tony.
One of the ironies of depression, I bet you'd never take full credit for a completely positive change in something, but you'll take full credit for what you see as a negative one.
I sometimes would get so insecure I'd think the entire board was angry at me. People I didn't even know.
Relax. You are welcome here. Its just I think a lot of people really needed support the last few weeks, and the really supportive people come out of the woodwork at times like that, I've seen it before, its amazing.
And
btw. Your last post, I read, about Aurora Crashing the gates, and you wishing Apollo had a flat. I thought it was excellent. I'm sorry I should have said something.I know what you mean about the diploma.
My older sister sent me a "fun" quiz over the internet asking such questions asDo you love your job?
When was the last time you were in the hospital?
How many candles on your birthday cake?(obviously she knows some of the answers but its meant to be mailed to many)
Well you can imagine, being reminded why I was in the hospital last, (suicide attempt) I'm jobless,
I've not had a birthday cake, in so many years I can't remember because I've had no one to celebrate with.. some "fun" quiz.Well anyway I told her how I felt, because I'm sure I'm not the only one who doesn't want to be reminded of these things.
But people can be just unbelievably thoughtless.
Though a good friend of mine did say,
"Well you could take it as a compliment, at least they didn't not send you it, thinking well she's such a loser it'll make her feel bad"I guess you could look at it that way too.
Cheers Tony.
Welcome back.
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