Posted by kara lynne on July 10, 2003, at 14:27:16
In reply to Emme, posted by kara lynne on July 10, 2003, at 13:34:41
I signed a year lease and didn't even look. I trusted the woman when she said it was month to month. Now I think maybe I made the whole thing up in my mind. My landlady doesn't remember my giving her notice even though she said ok. So I gave written notice today. I'm such an idiot for doing things so haphazardly. I won't be getting my deposit back. They said that it is quiet, despite my saying it is not. They said everyone else has been here for years. I said I tried to get an upstairs apt. right after I moved in--not trying to cause anyone upstairs trouble, just that it was too much noise for me.
I have no help tomorrow to move the rest of my stuff from the old house. I had help, but they flaked. So my 76 year old father with a bad back will be driving up and we will try to do it together. He'll try to hire someone to help. My "best friend" since birth and family friend whose son has a truck doesn't like to do that sort of thing. It's just wonderful the way people come through for you. People have offered so I don't want to act completely self-pitiful. It's just that they're acquaintences that I barely know and I feel funny taking them up on it. That is my problem. It's just another problem. I'm acting helpless and overwhelmed and childish.
My cat projectile vomited all over the bed repeatedly this morning. Usually I can catch her and move her to an easier place to clean before she pukes but she caught me by surprise. And I've never seen her puke so much. I'm a little concerned.
So it's not noisy here, I made it up. The landlady never said what she said and I never said what I said.
And I'm just sad and tired and yawning when I start to cry like a little kid.
I'm sorry if I'm just exploding all over this board.
poster:kara lynne
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