Posted by galkeepinon on July 8, 2003, at 0:06:31
In reply to Re: OK, what the heck is going on here??? » noa, posted by Tabitha on July 7, 2003, at 21:26:19
Hi Tabitha, I agree. Just a share:
I remember the 4th of July's years back-one in particular I spent when all was well, I was healthier, I was happy, I wasn't on psych meds-in high school, my whole life ahead of me-who would have known what I was headed for-really. That 4th I also spent with a dear, dear family of friends, who this time last year decided to cut me off-just like that-I guess I can say I cut them off-I honestly can say I don't think either party knows what happen or even why. They were a family that I had been such dear friends with since I was 16. Why does stuff like this happen? Do people realize that life is so precious? I, by no means mean to sound like a polyanna, but really.... when you spend and share your life with others and something happens to end all of it, whatever that may be, its sad. What, then do you do? I guess you move on right? That's all we can do. I tried to make amends for my part-which to this day I still do not understand exactly what crime I committed so to speak but something ticked them off. My true friends say it was their "issues"-maybe it was-maybe it wasn't. All I know is now the friendship with this family is over. But it was the best 16 years of knowing, sharing, and loving that I wouldn't take back for the world, it's just a shame I can't tell them that-and better yet, they would never believe it anyway.Take care
Gal.
> here's my 2c... to me the 4th of july is like christmas. It brings up a lot of sadness for those of us who don't have stable happy family lives. Plus, hot weather has always aggravated my depression.
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