Posted by giget on July 7, 2003, at 10:08:26
Ok, so I have been seeing a wonderful therapist durning my breakdown. Last week, he upset me. He was being very sarcastic about my religion, and trying to make me believe it is just a projection of what my life was and not a religion. This is one thing I do not allow. I fight everyday with people over this and have ahd to explained the basic idea of it so many times.
He said that he knew he was pushing me... and I told him yes, but the whole hour the subject did not change.
I have a lot of built up anger, and he got to see some of it. Nothing bad, just the stubborn side of me, and I told him that is just part of me.
I was so angry when I left, I thought he would be understanding enough to say, well she believes in something, that will help. He got upset with me too that night.
So....
NOW I have to decide if I want to go to him anymore. I know you are going to get in heated disscussions in therapy but this threw me off all weekend. All weekend I have thought about this.I do have problems, he thinks they all go back to child hood, no abuse, just people did not appriecate me for who I was.... I was a very unique child, and person now.
I have an appointment with him tonight that I don't want to go to, but I am just going to go and explain to him my feelings from the last session, and that I want to cut back on the sessions. I go once a week, and maybe we can cut back to once every other week or once a month. He has helped me so much, I don't want to just dump something good, but when they come at your soul like that it makes you wonder.
So what do I do?
I am also trying to move, save money, and sessions cost alot each week......Any suggestions?
poster:giget
thread:239837
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