Posted by galkeepinon on July 6, 2003, at 2:11:08
Well, it's one of those nights, drinkin some MErlot, hangin out by the comp, thinkin thinkin thinkin-is this all there is to life? watching people, playing with animals, sleeping, taking meds, wondering when I will be happy-I mean really happy. Happy where I don't have to wonder what this life is all about?
I see children and want to hug them up and tell them they are innocent-it's adults sometimes who do the best they can but sometimes fail like my dad did. I miss my dad-I don't care how old I am-I miss the man-alcohol and drugs got the best of the man and shame of showing tears took him away from a family who loves him more than we love ourselves. So what do I do? What can a person do? Pray? Hope? Wish upon a star?
I don't know. Does anyone know? Again, I don't know
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