Posted by yesac on July 2, 2003, at 12:32:10
In reply to No, no, no!!! » yesac, posted by Penny on July 1, 2003, at 16:03:47
Thanks for the positive vibes. So far today I feel okay, except a bit anxious about my flight which is later today. Just worried about missing it and such, usual travel anxiety I guess.
> I'm not going home for the 4th because I can't deal with the family. It's just better to stay here, even though I'll be alone.
Sorry you'll be alone. Is your roomate leaving? In some ways, I sort of wish that I was staying and could experience the Chapel Hill/Carrboro 4th celebration. I've heard the Carrboro stuff is pretty cool. I've only lived here since last October so I don't know about what goes on here.
> Any reason why you cut the Lamictal in half?
Well... I don't know. I just got the idea in my head that I wanted to give it a try to see what would happen, how I'd feel, and if I'd lose the weight it caused me to gain. Also, I just don't feel like refilling my prescription and paying the copay right now. So I'm planning to try this until I see my psychiatrist a week from friday. I know it's probably not the brightest idea ever, but oh well. Maybe I should have run it by him first, but I think he would have said to not do it. Although he isn't pushy, knows I can do what I want.
> And I do know what you mean about not having anyone to talk to, on the phone or otherwise. I actually resorted to talking to my MOM last night, and that wasn't much help but was at least a distraction. Not having anyone, other than my therapist once a week, to talk to is the reason I'm back on this board. It's the closest I can come to talking to someone who understands.Sometimes talking to anyone about anything is better than talking to no one. But not always. Most of the time I avoid my roomates because I feel like I just can't handle talking to them, even though maybe it would be good for me. I like talking to people at work. It's practically the highlight of my social life.
Thanks for your email address. I'll hold on to that for the future.
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