Posted by Tabitha on June 23, 2003, at 1:25:12
My new love thing didn't work out. Ow. I've got that heavy grief feeling, just wanted to crawl in bed in the middle of the day. I hope this doesn't drive me to needing a med increase.
I was walking around alone, at the mall or whatever, and I felt a little bit of pathetic loser woman coming back. I used to feel like pathetic loser woman when I was out alone on weekends, then it went away, and I've been OK with being alone for a long time. Then I was coupled, and felt better than OK. My alone time was pleasant breaks from coupledom, but there was that security. Now I've left good, gone past OK back to bad. My therapist said some regression is normal now. I want to be OK again, at least.
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