Posted by yesac on June 20, 2003, at 20:18:24
Okay. So the other night I got a phone call from an old friend who I haven't seen in 4 years. She is going to be in my area this weekend and thought we could get together. Which of course is natural. And I do want to. But I feel so entirely apprehensive about it. To the point that I almost would rather just avoid getting together just to not have to be so fearful. This is how I always feel about these things. I end up just getting so anxious/apprehensive and it totally preoccupies my mind. But usually I do it and it turns out okay. I don't know. I wish I wasn't so fearful.
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