Posted by giget on June 20, 2003, at 11:26:28
In reply to Re: Maybe it's just me » Sabina, posted by Dinah on June 19, 2003, at 18:11:17
I completely feel like an outsider. I have always felt that way in my life, as through I stand out and everyone notices the womyn on the outside of the party.
Here I feel like an outsider also. It just seems like people are not talking when I need them too. They seem to answer other people, I don't know.
BUT the time I really needed someone to get me out of the black hole... everyone here was there for me. That is what made me choose to stay posting. Now that I am sorta on the mend, I hope to help someone else.
> I know the outsider feeling. Do you ever stand in a group of people, in a social or nonsocial setting, and feel like not only do you not fit in with them, but they seem to be in another dimension or somehow miles away? I feel that so often, and the feeling reaches back to at least kindergarten. I know it's probably an anxiety thing, derealization or depersonalization or something. It stinks.
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> I'm glad to have here too.
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