Posted by bookgurl99 on February 16, 2003, at 8:57:24
In reply to Re: feeling worthless --apologies to blog readers, posted by bluedog on February 16, 2003, at 0:23:18
Bluedog,
your message really made me laugh. unfortunately it broke up my anomie and made me realize i was having a good ol' time wallowing in sadness.
you know, feeling bad can feel kind of good -- that's probably why i kept touching the ache once the initial crying went away. but feeling good actually feels even better.###
and yes, suicide only _sprung_ to mind. in terms of, i'm not getting anywhere, i'm a failure, i'll never do anything with my life, so why not just end it now? i didn't line up my ginsu knives or anything.
i have really tried hard to progress in my career, and for 4 years i've been utterly stalled. it sucks. you story about your interviews made me laugh. i realized i'm not the only one. did you _eventually_ get a job? :D
###i am not forgetting my new to-do list. sorry i didn't respond on that thread yet. when are you gonna be in NYC?
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:D
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