Posted by bpdzone2000 on January 28, 2003, at 8:12:30
In reply to Re: fear of abandonment » bpdzone2000, posted by Dinah on January 27, 2003, at 22:39:05
"WOW" Lots of good stuff... thank you for your honesty and no judgement.
You know yesterday I spoke with my therapist and it was probrably the closest session we had in regards to my insecurities. Of course I would not disclose my insecurities about her.
"In Session" great book!!! Maybe I did not read enough.
She told me that my thinking was not abnormal, and that alot of people think that way. Of course I did not tell her the full extent of my thoughts. Hopefully in time more and more will come out.
Yes I am on medications...(depakote, effexor)
Sorry I neglected to tell you.
Dinah my therpist, come to think about it, does say that I can call her at any time at the end of the session. You know I did not realize the security that brings to me and yes those infrequent fears of saying something wrong in session does worry me.
Thank you all of you and hopefully the racing thoughts will subside..
You all are right and yes I do need to express this to my therapist. I am so concerned with the "why's"... I wish I knew more.
I guess if I completely trusted her and was at ease with myself than I probrably wouldn't be writing this to begin with.
Just another huge hurdle to overcome.
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