Posted by justyourlaugh on January 13, 2003, at 11:13:02
i dont like to post sadness.
i have been so very sad lately-
today i turned angry and sad.
cant sleep-even with seroquel-
i tell myself i am better because of the meds.
i tell myself have been clean from si for over a month but its just taking on a different form.
i am not better.
i dont see a pdoc-he just wants me to "touch base"
i am afraid my md doesnt want to be involved with the likes of me.
i feel so guilty i cant pull it together.
and the things i have done.
just venting
jyl
poster:justyourlaugh
thread:35172
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