Posted by NikkiT2 on November 17, 2002, at 13:27:43
In reply to Do you ever..., posted by Dinah on November 17, 2002, at 10:03:00
I have just spent the weekend at my inlaws... they got some photios out of the past few smonths and they anded me one, and I htough "who the hell is that.. they're look awful and very fat"... suddenly the realisation hit that it was me... it was a hideous moment.
I *have* to get slim... I can't live without getting slim... but I don't know what i can do.. I started a diet two months ago.. the first month I was great, took Xenicol and eat really well.. this month I just can't seem to turn away from temptation.. and I'm so hungry all the damned time and I feel so sick all of the time and I haven't touched the xenicol for 3 weeks *sighs* I can't even face going to the docs as he'll weigh me.. Now I have run our of my celexa (took last one on thurs) and feel wierd (not too bad though after effexor withdrawal!).. and to top it all.. my husband "made advances" on me for the first time in 9 monthd.. we had sex and it hurt so damned much and I bled afterwards... I wasn't *coughs* dry at all.. so now I have to ask doc about this too... Oh, and did I mention that I have yet another (about 20th in 2 years) ear infection and its oozing onto my face and causing a rash....
I hate mirrors... they are the worst thing int he world... I avoid them all I can...
Sorry.. gone of on one haven't I... sorry for disrupting your thread
Nikki
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