Posted by Ctrlaltndel : ( on July 31, 2002, at 18:46:50
In reply to Re: P.S. dreamer, posted by Gabbi on July 31, 2002, at 18:08:17
Gabbi Gabbi...Your posts are welcome to my dizzy brain..I have one month too..
all the pap about living in the now without the worry..life gets so pathetic till it's laughable crazy and worries fly away and I fly and land with a thud.
The world of seedy junky sometimes whispers and I feel I want to sell my soul to some powder..and open the exit door.
Today is a crying day but it's hay fever season so I fit in..I'm spending my credit card cause I feel like I won't be around to payback. Do I get wild or sit in meditative bliss knowing that I have control over my lifespan.
I'm finishing my paintings for ego reasons confidence and arrogance= strength.
I have an annoying friend who justs wants to use my computer internet for porn..and he has popped me some of his pills..he's ugly inside and stale and watches soap operas..well we all need a hobby I guess.
I tried to sleep with him once but found it all too pathetic and laughable..it was the first time ever I felt like an object-cold ..I got paranoid thinking he was doing voodoo he wants my computer if I live on the street HA yeh right...such a good friend.
So now maybe with the stress I get manic I 'm trying to remain intact but like a virus inside contaminating ..I need some relief some hope ..I'm trying
life eh you gotta love it the mighty jester o' god or whatever...3 cheers for life HIPHIP~HORAY x3!
Just think of fruit become the fruit..blah blah blah.
dreamer...sorry yeh I'm a rambling in incoherent city..but email me the story..
bluestatic at easy dot com...
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