Posted by id rather be surfin on July 24, 2002, at 16:11:23
the last month has been one of the worst of my life. constant fighting with my girlfriend has left me wanting to end the whole relationship right here and now...but i once told her that i would love here always and forever and i still feel the same way.
what is wrong with me? why cant i make her happy? dont know why we are fighting most of the time. i usually unknowingly say or do something to piss her off, thus starting the downward spiral. it seems like nothing i do or say is ever what she wants to hear. i am constantly wondering if i am good enough for her, wondering if i am pissing her off at this very moment, wondering why the relationship has suddenly lost the physical aspect, and why she blows up over petty b.s.
after our last fight, (i still dont know why she blew up) we havent spoken to eachother for about a week. this past saturday would have been our 6 month anniversary.
i dont know why im writing this, what i want to say, or what i want the outcome of this relationship to be...i just know that i still love her and it hurts.
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