Posted by Alii on July 1, 2002, at 1:04:56
In reply to Re: Phat dose of truth since I'm tired, posted by ShelliR on June 30, 2002, at 22:11:35
wowzers. Um.....I am quite moved by the quiet support that appears when I cry out with such fear.
I am hoping queen bearded the punk ass robber slayer!!!!!! knows any mizzzzunderstanding was purely a lack of my ability to express myself clearly with wordz.
And as for any other lack of support I did not feel any but am touched that hackles were raised in perceived defense (defence for ya canucks....me ma is one).
I vented when experiencing the worst of a panic attack....which I haven't felt in ages so this a.m. was a complete sucker punch to my already teetering stability.
I do not feel judged here and if I did I would leave.
Instead I feel right at home with the peanut gallery.....only nutz understand other nutz.
As for kA and the grainy amber etc so forth and so on......hunny, you know that ripple is my poison of choice not strawberry hill.....hee hee.....you are one helluva boss applesauce.
hopefully I won't have such public unravelings when I get a therapist lined up and begin letting some of my fear out more regularly....blah blah blah.....details not important.
namaste y'all
alii the humbled one
poster:Alii
thread:25900
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/social/20020629/msgs/25936.html