Posted by bookgurl99 on June 25, 2002, at 9:04:07
In reply to Re: Feeling suicidal -- fearful of illness, posted by Penny on June 24, 2002, at 21:35:28
Penny,
I had a dream that my younger sister attempted suicide. In my dream, I found her (still alive) and picked her up. I was like "I love you. I love you." I was carrying her to the phone to call for help when I woke up.
I think it's a sign that I don't really want to commit suicide. Maybe my sister stands for some aspect of myself that I don't want to have die --
Funny, 6 years ago, when I was last feeling suicidal, she had a dream that I had attempted to shoot myself in the head and ended up disabled. Her telling me about the dream -- it was in vivid detail, about my life afterwards, using a walker and having a bandage around my head, my boyfriend calling me 'towel-head' -- stopped me from attempting all consideration of killing myself at the time.
Maybe I should tell her about this one?
Anyways, have you had any weird dreams?
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