Posted by JK0081 on May 23, 2002, at 16:02:04
In reply to Re: What should I do?! » JK0081, posted by kiddo on May 23, 2002, at 15:06:19
I'll give you all some more facts if you dont mind...
We happened to move in together because we were great friends, and happened
to need a house at the same time. Her parents own the house and we both pay
rent to them.She is interested in somebody else, but she hasn't had a boyfriend for 6
months (she is very independent and doens't like to be tied down at all).We chat about what we want from life (but not all that often). Just on
Sunday we were sat up in her room (a bit worse for wear from alcohol I must
add ;-) talking about what we want. I'm sure she said she "loved me to bits"
as a friend but I don't know if I imagined that 'cos I cant remember much
from the night! You see we are such good friends that we both know what each
other are thinking all the time and we know each other inside out.I don't know that she isn't interested in me, but I am 99% sure, although I do sometimes think what if I did tell
her, maybe she would reciprocate it and it would be fantastic...then I wake
up into reality. I think I would rather be friends with her anyway, but
close friends forever ie. I want to be around her all the time for the rest
of my life.I think that something about our relationship is getting me
down...I just can't put my finger on EXACTLY what it is. If I could I think
I would feel so much better.
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