Posted by christophrejmc on May 9, 2002, at 1:59:19
tell me what to do, please. I can go door-to-building, handing thick manilla folders to lawyers in suits--three pieces. Nice tie, Chris. Thank you Mr...? King.Mr.King.K.I.N.G. See you later. Replace lawyer with ad exec--I'm told this is the life a "runner." (Oh, and you need to wear a tie, Chris.) Not the worst job... my bro-il suggested it. Make some money. I just skipped my final. TOTALLY F\/C|<E|). Money. I need that. How do you get the green without killing your creativity? A Brave New World -- like flowers? ZAP. I've done hard shit. I've done it well. But I've lost the American Dream instruction manual. And the BoBo's have gone. Do you struggle for your dreams, childhood hopes? Or do you cubiclise Father's Good Advice? I guess "summer job" is not "life career," but, who knows? sorry, didn't want to get too dramatic. Do any of you hire for lower-end jobs? Would you throw me out on my second-hand Birkenstock-esques? I have some nice qualities (BOF CV), but also some... strangeness. Not strange, but not normal. anti-normal maybe. Bookstore maybe. Selling books. Talking to costumers. I could do that. I have wonderfully lousy people skills. They are a joy until someone gets to close to 1 or 2 ... n. I can play ignorant easy, but not about things that are important to me. Should I give up my "youthfull idealism" and just wish for cancer, or is there such a thing as loving your work? At this point, I'm setting my sights low, very low. Can panhandling cover 90 protriptyline a month? Why did I come back from SF to Michigan? blech. This sleeping pill ain't working... Side Effect: incoherent babble posts.
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