Posted by wendy b. on April 26, 2002, at 0:10:15
In reply to Re: falling apart... i dont know what to do... » kid_A, posted by Lini on April 25, 2002, at 16:13:59
Lini,
That was a beautiful post, hope you are continuing to feel much better, and,Kid,
I am thinking of you often. I am still broken up over Stacey... Can't even talk about it to the shrink or the family ('it's someone you've never met, how can you...') But I can know in my soul that she lived IN ME. And she knows how awful you are feeling right now, and she wouldn't want that. She was a loving person, so generous with her true self. So I know, I think I know, the heartbreak. Krazy Kat (Kelly) would like to talk more about it, so maybe you can try to say how you feel and we can pull you back to the land of the living (or at least almost-living, or living better...). But sleep, please sleep, and the idiots who are taking you off the benzos need to know you need sleep if you are going to feel any better at all... I wish you peace... Please write more.
Wendy
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> i think you just have to fall apart . . . and then put yourself back together. i am not sure there is another way to go through grief, except through it. the depression feels like maybe its not worth getting through, but i'm hoping, for you, that it is.
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> loss means that there was something worth holding on to. there will be something worth holding on to again.
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> This is where I say thank you Mandy, and others, for your thoughts a few nights ago, when I forgot all of this, when i had to go back to the hospital . . .but it finds you again, the hope of it all, and takes you to the next place. and here i am, hoping you'll hold on too.
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> all the best to you,
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> the L
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