Posted by christophrejmc on March 19, 2002, at 6:47:33
In reply to Re: help me help myself » christophrejmc, posted by Zo on March 17, 2002, at 2:54:19
> I paraphrase because this new system makes me lose the quote--but I wonder what kind of breakthroughs. And if you aren't already following a path.
Any kind, really. Sometimes it's a personal insight -- an idea that dramatically changes my entire sense of Self. Other times it's an idea for an essay, a solution to a problem, or a new code to write. I guess it just clears my mind so I can think things through more effectively (sorta like meditation?). The only problem is, I haven't been asking many questions lately. I've come so far in understanding myself -- I fear the day when I figure it all out (how boring it would be).
I think I am following a path, but it's not an easy path... I'm scared that if I continue on, I'll end up fucking everything up.
I didn't sleep last night, so please excuse my incoherence.
-chris
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