Posted by ELA on January 23, 2002, at 3:37:15
Oh dear,
After the traumas of Saturday I thought that I was getting on pretty well considering. Until last night.
I am seriously considering leaving university and starting afresh with something completely different. I am doing a teaching course and have been disillusioned with it for some time now, even before my illness in November. Unfortunately, my parents are not being very supportive of this at all and are putting an enormous amount of pressure on me to stay, saying that I am in "no condition" to make "life changing decisions".
After a very heated discussion last night I went to bed in floods of tears and remained that way most of the night. Consequently, I am feeling awful this morning. My mind is completely blank, I don't know what to think about anything and I'm worried as that is how I felt on Saturday prior to what I tried to do to myself. Am going to see the doc later on today but have no idea what to say to her.
NIGHTMARE...I HATE ALL THIS
poster:ELA
thread:17096
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