Posted by sar on December 29, 2001, at 21:27:28
In reply to Re: Update » sar, posted by Cass on December 17, 2001, at 19:22:43
Cass,
you're generous, and i'm glad you're feeling a bit better. i was worried about you for awhile.
sometimes i used to feel so gone and empty (before meds) that i felt like rolling around in the mud and eating tree leaves just to assure myself that i was alive!
(but i didn't)
love what you love. those are beautiful things to love, the things that you do. as far as roses go, have you ever read the fairy tale Beauty and the Beast? it was one of my favorites as a child, and when i was 4 years old i had my tonsils out, and my father said he would bring any gift i wished.
"a rose, just a red rose," i rasped.
please keep us updated. i feel that you're at a precarious time right now, and i want you to remain buoyant.
happiness, i think, is something abstract that we can't grasp. so i'll enjoy this shiraz and go lay in my boyfriend's arms to watch a video.
love ya girl,
sar
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