Posted by Kristi on December 14, 2001, at 3:36:23
In reply to Why is it all so hard?, posted by Katey on December 13, 2001, at 22:48:31
I hear ya girl. Maybe not on the school front, I've already graduated 6 years of college, but can relate to pain.
Since your newer on the board, then some... i'll give you a run down... and if you ever want to talk, I'm a good listener.
I had surgery on my breasts. The surgeon left a cloth inside of me. I was in pain for years, doctors telling me it was fine, in my head basically. Finally a good doctor found this cloth which had eventually embedded itself into my sternum and chest muscles. It's out now, after many surgeries...... and I'm left with a major deformaty and chronic pain that is so dibilitating at times. I wish I can offer advice. Hang in there honey. With love , Krisi
> why is it that when you drop one ball, all of the others go crashing down on top of it, and they all shatter into a million pieces? i'm a mess right now. more physically than mentally, but people are actually noticing. a teacher asked if i was ok or if i was sick, my father said i sounded stressed, people asked where i was yesterday, i skipped two out of three afternoon classes on monday, didnt go to any classes wendsday, skipped my first period today, i didnt have the energy or the strength to really play with the kids i babysat tonight, and i absolutely adore these kids- i took off work tonight to babysit them. i shake too much to focus in class when i actually go. i'm rather paranoid of failing two or three of my classes. i'm just a mess. ive been in pain since last night, and its all in my torso. i got about three hours of sleep last night because of it. i did a horrible job of taking my meds today. i just feel like its all so overwhelming. i think im going to call my pdoc tomorrow to see if i can get an appointment to discuss altering my meds, three different ones gets confusing. im sorry i whine and complain so much.
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